I struggle with connections. Cognitive dissonance is what he called it. Where the rubber meets the road in life. Being a doer of the Word and not just a hearer only. The connection between belief and action. I've memorized this drama by heart. I know every line, every voice inflection, every cue. I know the director, the stage, the props, even the musical score, but it seems sometimes that I'm just acting. Simply knowing the part, repeating it to myself, but not believing in what the drama is all about. Familiarity and intelligence have numbed me, and I have so much regret to forget. Acting to try to be who I am.
It's 3:00 in the morning and I have just finished Paper #2.
-Sam
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